#23. Epiphanies 1: The Disease Inside

We've been talking about your  planned departure to Singapore for over two months now. Today, you told me that it's confirmed. Aalis ka na any time soon.

Siyempre, malungkot ako, but I guess that's how I've always felt like every time I learn that someone close to me is leaving the country. Isa ata ito sa mga third world emo na hindi na maiiwasan.

#22. Melankoliya

Masaya na tayo sa ganito,
Sa magkabilang dulo ng kama,
Yung ulo mo, sa may aking mga paa,
Anong tawag 'dun?

Vice- versa.

#21. Threesome

There. The title says it all. I had a sexual threesome just earlier. I was just literally shocked at how my sexmates behaved without even thinking twice.

#20. Day 101: Derma Trip and Grocery

Hello Kulam friends!

Today was a very hectic day. A quick visit to RITM turned out to be a whole day event plus a lot of temptations in between! Bakit ba ang daming gwapong lalaki sa Alabang? So nafoforce tuloy ako makipagtitigan at mag pacute putres!

#19. Day 100: Repatriation and Date with Froy

Hi All!

Today marks the 100th day of my Kulam. This also marks the day that I get repatriated to the south.

#18. I'm Getting Bored But Feeling Healthy

It's official. I'm getting bored from this self-imposed house arrest. It's been almost 5 months, after all. I do go out but just to visit my doctor and RITM, or do very occasional grocery shopping, so hindi naman siya total arrest. I must say, nakakaloka ang walang ginagawa. I wonder how plain housewives survive this everyday struggle! Kating kati na ako lumabas but I am still hesitant if my immunities are back on track already.

#17. Day Off From Vacation

There's a quite a lot happening for the past few days. I spent my Sunday at my sister's farm to catch some fresh air and try to see if this rhinitis would disappear. Ironically, it did! Considering that her place was more exposed to various allergens as they have trees, plants, flowers, pigs, some chickens and indoor cats that I just adore. There has got to be something in our house that's causing this. It must be my mother.

#16. Closest We Could Be

#15. Day 89: First Eyeball With

On my 89th day as an infected citizen, I went to RITM again for my monthly CBC and refill of ARV's. Since I was going there alone for the first time, I thought maybe I'd take the chance to try to meet other infected people out there. What best place to get one from other than Twitterlandia. But of course I've thought of this prior already. I've already been talking with this twitter entity for week, and we've agreed to meet yesterday at RITM.

Wala akong maisip na pangalan at dahil si Sam Milby ang nasa TV ngayon, let's just call him Sam.

#14. On Prophylaxis and Contact Tracing

The first time I encountered the word "PROPHYLAXIS" was when I visited the dentist. Oral Prophylaxis, which just meant to clean my mouth. Sabi ko parang tongue twister, yun pala lilinisin lang ang mga ngipin at gums ko.

At ngayong infected na ako at nagsusumuigaw sa kababaan ang CD4 count ko, I had to be put under prophylaxis, pero this time, mas seryoso na yung role niya.

#13. Aberya sa Dentista

Hello,

Dahil sa movie na "IT" ni Stephen King, sobrang natakot ako sa mga clowns. Pero maliban sa clowns, sobrang takot din ako sa dentista. That's probably why all my life, I've never really visited a dentist on my own initiative. I tried to avoid going to the dentists as much as I could. But when I had my first job, I had no choice but to face my fear.

#12. Ronnie

Ronnie,

Sa lahat ng mga minahal ko, I would say, ikaw you classified under "the one that got away"

As always, ako may kasalanan.

#11. Froy

Froy,

After almost two to three years of carnal indulgence, I finally decided that I wanted something more permanent. You see, boys and cocks come and go. I often go home with a busted nut and an empty heart, and I wanted to change that.

#10. Jose

Jose,

Sa totoo lang, ikaw ang nagpatunay sa akin na hindi palaging totoo na first love never dies. Hindi naman kasi ikaw ang first love ko, ikaw yung pangalawa, pero sa lahat ng mga minahal ko, ikaw ang pinakaminahal ko at ikaw ang nagpaikot ng mundo ko.

#9. iOS App Review: Rxmind Me

RxmindMe App for iOS

Hello Dear iOs Readers,

Some of you might be taking multiple pills as part of your life's regimen, just like me. I understand its quite a hassle to monitor multiple pill intaking especially if they're taken at different times of the day, week, or month. If you want an app that will surely help you manage these concerns, then this iOS app is exactly for you!

#8. Ave Maria

Ave Maria,

You are one of the very few best friends.

#7. Errol

Errol,

Tonight, I remember you.