There. The title says it all. I had a sexual threesome just earlier. I was just literally shocked at how my sexmates behaved without even thinking twice.
Lawyer wanted me to fuck him unprotected. I declined. He wanted to fuck me unprotected. I declined. Nurse even tried pinning me down and Lawyer attempted to "rape" me. They were bigger than I am, and at the back of my mind, "ibigay ko kaya ang hinahanap nito nang makulam ka din!" But I remembered at the entrance there was a giant wall mirror with photos of two little girls. Apparently, Lawyer is married. Nurse is just 22 years old. I just cannot pass this on to him, or to anyone for that matter. Naaawa ako sa kanya at mga anak niya. So I broke the position even before I was totally raped.
I leaned my back against the wall while sitting down, he doing his thing on me, and the next thing I knew, Nurse was already inside him, unprotected.
It was supposedly a sight to behold, for someone like me who's practiced safe sex all my life, I have only witnessed barebacking in porn films, but this one was right in front of me, and I am literally a part of it. Unfortunately, I lost the sexual desire immediately. I was just shocked at how they never had second thoughts of doing something that might cost their lives. But that is their choice, I did my part. I tried to promote safe sex and just stick with oral, but they decided to do it their way. So be it.
And to seal this off, shenanigan, it's that super heavy feeling of guilt and remorse that I just cannot shrug off. I just feel so evil right now. It's killing me.
Fuck me.
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